MCM London Expo 2011 May Coverage – Kai Style!

Okay Coverage from Kai alert~! And YES i went all 3 Days! 🙂

Okay First things first…. MY LOOT! and i shall explain things as i go along 🙂

First thing i bought, surprsingly lol TBH i thought i would have bought a Yaoi doujin first… but noes. i bought a Kagamine Rin Bento Box… Totally only bought the yellow one because it would match my Yellow converse  xD.

Anyways Ive been meaning to buy a bento for a while so i can practice making bentos in the way they were meant to be made instead of me putting them in little plastic lunch boxes :/ and when i saw them being sold at the expo… i just couldnt resist twas too cute!

Second thing i bought from a very nice girl over at the tokyobookstore.com stall. She was awesome, and very very cute… i totally would, if ya know what i mean 😉

Anyhu, Awesome badges wore them all weekend on my hats xD

Last thing i bought myself on Friday, was a Yaoi Doujin! Liquid Bloom, tis a Sephiroth x Cloud Doujin and i read it as soon as i came home… when i say read it i mean looked at the pictures xD either way a kitty ear cloud = YUM! and the artwork is absolutely beautiful~! I Recommend it to anyone who loves there Yaoi, Final Fantasy 7 and the pairing cloud x sephiroth xD

I also got this Hibari Kyouya t-shirt as a present from Matt (@UiNeonskittles on twitter) which is awesomely cute! ^^

Saturdays loot~!

IT WAS SHIINA IT HAAAAD TO BE BOUGHT!!!! once again bought from the tokyobookstore.com stand, they really do have some awesome doujins over there both Yaoi and Hentai, so go check em out!!!im still unsure weather its Otonashi shes paired up with in this one or just some random student lol. Artwork wise…not the best… but not so bad i dont wanna read it again *shrugs* if i was rating it i would give it a 4-5/10 lol

yeh i didnt buy much on sat because i needed to save money for dinner in the evening for the figure.fm meetup meal.

Sunday Loot~!!

Sorry bout the shitty blurry images, but im way to ;azy to be bothered to retake them now… there reasable and thats all that matters lol.

well this was a freebie from my Boyfriend, Josh’s (@cookiedude_2332 on Twitter) freebie bag, he said he didnt want it so i took it insteading to were it as a night t-shirt, tho im actually wearing it at the moment cause i needed to put on a t-shirt quickley this morning. Either way…i have NO CLUE as to what this t-shirt is on about… what the fuck is the troll hunter?! -_- im not sure i wanna find out to be honest…

First thing i bought on Sunday was a Yaoi doujin called Seasons Call its a Katekyou Hitman Reborn Doujin and the paring is  Yamamoto x Gokudera (8059). when ever i buy KHR Doujins, when i buy it buy its cover, the artwork never fails me! the artwork inside always lives up to its pretty cover 🙂 and whilst im not as big of a fan of 8059 than i am of 1827(hibari x tsuna) or 6927(mukuro x tsuna) im still glad i chose this one over the others. if you see it anywhere i do recommend you to buy it.

I bought a Yaoi flag too! 🙂 its awesome and you know it. Miku loves it too~!

hibarixdinobadge

lol Josh totally hates me for buying these badges, Reason being, that He himself looks like Hibari (Black hair chibi) and his best friend Dan (@CloudIncarnate on Twitter) looks like Dino (blond haired chibi) and i Like to find pictures with the D18 (Dino x Hibari) Pairing  and put them as my background on my phone xD *thumbs up* i still love my badges and i shall forever continue to pair them two up as its so easy to do it xD

at somepoint during the time i bought the Dino and hibari Badges we met up with Meimi (@Meimi132 on Twitter) and me and her got Fangirling over the Idol stands, Which reminds me, ive gotta remember to ask her what the name of that drama was that she recommends was… something about schools…. i think lol i have a shit memory xD. anyway Josh and Matt left us to fangasum over the idols, and we ending up going halvsies on buying a phone bag each. they were £6 for 1, and £10 for 2 , so we figured if we bung our moneys together and buy em together, it would be £1 cheaper for both of us so she got a Big Bang one ( i think) and i got my lovely Shinee one ahhh TaeMin… if only they had one of only you *pouts* so mean…

Once again sorry for the crappy burry images >.< camera fails seriously lol

yeh another freebie… of which Josh got 3 *shakes head* seriously… dont even get me started… anyway… this top unfortuanly doesnt fit me because its a mans t-shirt in Small and im a Medium for starters, and i have breasts  lol which tend to make the top half of the tee kinda tight lol

Okay this was an awesome find… mainly because it was utterly free xD this gundam cost someone £52 and they were stupid enough to leave it behind at a table. at the time when we noticed it we didnt know the price, but we found out it was a gundam after one of the staff members of the excel center checked inside the bag and box it was in (to makes sure there was no bomb probably) . After i made a fuss about wanting to take the bag see as no one else was bothering too and i kinda otally went by the rule of finders keepers lol, the 3 of us (myself, Josh and Matt) tried to come up with a plan to take the bag away from the table of two people ( who i think were also having the the same thoughts as us xD). In the end, i just leaned my chair back and asked the couple at the table weather they were gonna keep it, they said “we didnt want to because we thought you might tell on us if we did” to which i relied “na we wouldnt have done that~” and took the bag anyway xD

Ah but alas, Karma came back and bit me on the ass later on that day, when i lost my Oyster card… my god, now that i look back on it, i kinda wish i kept more calm then i did… as i ended up panicing, which led to me crying :/ and i really dont like crying in front of people… but it happend 😦 either way… next time i go somewhere, my oyster card is staying in my bag until it needs to come out!

And so we ventured into the Artists Ally… one of the artist had up a stall where she was selling bishie zodiac badges, mine being Scorpio… and he was too droolable not to pic up for £1.50  lol so i bought it and added to my collection of badges by which time had been moved to my scarf as my hat was litterally getting too heavy on one side to sit on my head properly xD Oh and i didnt get the artist business card thingy, so if anyone knows the artist of this lovely little badge, please do tell moi… wait never mind… found her on the London expo website… it amazing that i can tell artist art apart from other people xD  heres a link to her work – http://saharaam.deviantart.com/

So yeah still in artist ally, Actually i bought this badge before i bought the Scorpio one but the lady had to make it~! and OMG its AWESOME!!! its a self portrait one of myself so she took my picture and told me to come back later to pic it up, and when i did i could have hugged her if she wasnt over a table and it wouldnt be so awkward xD its AWESOME! and she even put josh in the background as he got into my picture when she was taking it xD tis EPIC ^^ heres a link to her site – http://www.moonlightwaltz.com/

 

So yeah~ Thats my loot from the expo… as for the rest of the coverage Well read on ;P

 

So as a note to people who dont like to be in big crouds of people or have to push and shove just to get to the table you want, you maaay wanna consider getting a weekend ticket next time and coming on the friday.

When i say its much less busier that sat and sunday, i MEAN its MUCH less busier on the Friday. I recommened going on the friday to get what you wanna get, cause not only do you have first dibs but you dont have to push people out of the way to get what you want from the stall, and then going on saturday & sunday for taking pictures and the genral experience and of course picking up things you may or may not want on the way lol.

Secondly, i would like to just have a small bitch fit about cosplayers… not that i wasnt already bitching enough at the actual convention… ask Dan he was sat next to me laughing at my displesure towards certain cosplayers xD

now genrally when i Cosplay, i take about 2 months odd planning and preparing on what and who im going to be, then i take about 2 weeks to make the actual outfit, depending on how complex. Now with that, i also know that my cosplays arnt always good, but you can genrally tell how much work ive actually put into them.

Onto the bitching.

People who Cosplay L from Death Note really Piss me off….there are some who dont mainly because they do it well and when i say that they do it well, please take this picture from the Tuxedo Team as a Reference to good

got the Make-up right, the persona right and the Hair perfect. people who just throw on a pair of blue jeans and a white tee and say there cosplaying L… NO THAT IS FAIL COSPLAY! YOU SUCK. Just dont bother cosplaying if your gonna do that it seriously just lowers my opinion of people. even after that rant you would think i actually like death note… but no i hate it lol.

another issue i have with cosplayers are the ones who dont get the hair colour right. Now different shades of the right colour are okay unless its a little too much off colour, like say the hairs supposed to be red but you wear a pink wig… no no … thats wrong, red and pink are fucking diffeent colours retard get it right.

there was this one Cloud cosplayer at the expo… now sure his outfit was okay, and i could evenlet go of the fact that he hadnt spiked his hair up, but the fucking colour of his hair just spoilt the whole cosplay. he had, PINK hair… PINK HAIR?! WHAT THE FUCK? when have you ever seen cloud with pink hair besides in some random fanart somewhere?! again you person who did this fail at life. no seriously you do. Get it right next time, ill reward you with a cookie and a poke with a sharp stick for getting it wrong the first time.

last one now on the cosplaying rant is Wigs in genral. now if your chara has spiked hair, i can understand how difficult it can be to spike up a wig, but at least practice before you use the one your gonna wear, dont come with it looking crap… ive seen so many crap zack and Sora wigs its unbelivable -_-

also people who dont put there wigs on properly. Say if your Cosplaying Hatsune Miku, blue hair in pnytails your gonna need, Tie your hair up first, put a wig cap or an old pair of tights on your head and tuck all your hair underneath it then put the wig on, check the mirror to make sure none of you hair real hair is showing, if it is, tuck it under the wig! seriously i hate seeing people who are cosplaying people with orage or blong hair and you can see there brown or black hair poking out from underneath wtf? sort it out or dont fucking wear a wig or cosplay that character twat.

wow im really in an isulting mood tonight. sorry if i offended anyone but to be honest, i dont particually care at this point. just in one of those moods.

Also where the hell did the famous people go? i was gonna try and get a sneaky pic of the characters from murdock mystery for my nan over the weekend but they seemed to have moved the actors signing part this year. if your reading this expo organiser people, please can you move them back to where they were people, its rather annying when you cant find things :/

Anyway that was Kai’s coverage of Expo, unfortuantly i lack pictures of people at the expo but both Josh and Gabe (@iGabrielVH  on Twitter) have lots – heres the link to both as Josh took a bunch of pics on Gabes camera too xD – http://www.flickr.com/photos/gabrielvh/sets/72157626703312917

Cya~!

~Kai

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My Rules on How to Date an Otaku Girl~

Well I Recently watched a film called “How to Date an Otaku Girl”

And i thought to myself, ‘hmmm wouldnt it be cool if i wrote out a small list of rules to stick to when dating an Otaku/Fujoshi (Yaoi Fan girl) girl?’ So thats what im going to do, Maybe afterwards ill do one on how to date an Otaku Guy :3

Im not compleatly sure if this is going to be for Otaku guys who have an Otaku girlfriend or just regular guys who have an Otaku Girlfriend but just read it anyhu lol

4 Main Rules when Dating a Otaku/Fujoshi

 

4. Cosplay with her once in a while.

Even if you dont like Dressing up as Anime characters and/or you just like taking photos of them or whatever. I can bet you any money that she really wants you to dress up as the male character to one of her favourite parings just so she can be the female side. An Example or two would be, You Cosplaying as Sesshoumaru so she could be Kagome… okay maybe that was a bad example as there not exactly a canon pairing in Inuyasha… but still.. okay another, You Cosplay Hinata, and She Cosplays Yui, Or Vincent and Yuffie (YES THEY ARE CANON DAMNIT!) Or Otonashi and  Tachibana(Tenshi) or Hibari and Tsuna… >.> had to add the complimentary Yaoi one in there just incase :P… and yes i know there are two angel beats refernces… but its in my head atm lol.

3. Treat her once in a while.

If she suddlenly spot something and start squeeling like mad, then sighs and puts it down, Or she continually go on about wanting a certain figure or manga,  It probably means she really wants it but either cant buy it cause shes out of money or she needs to buy something else so she cant buy it, I suggest either buying it for her after shes vacated the area and hide it till later and surprise her or take not of what it is and get if for her for her birthday/Christmas (after making sure she hasnt already got it of course) She will appricaiate it so much and Good things shall come! ;). This rule is kind of a General Girl rule, weather shes an Otaku or not doesnt really matter with this one.

2. Shoujo Manga / Anime

The Majority of Otaku Girls like to try and relate to the girls in Shoujo Manga/ Anime. I suggest, Watching some Shoujo Anime or reading some manga, and Taking notes of some of the guys actions, Likes hugs from behind the whispering sweet things into her ear like ‘you look really cute in that outfit’ or soemthing along those lines, always get a girls hear racing. Or Maybe if your home alone, Pressing her against the wall and Looking into her eyes then kissing her…*has a stupid grin on her face* seriously just imagining it makes my heart go off on one. ^^ Just check out some Mangas or Animes (tho i suggest Manga…cause i can reccomend ones then :P) and look at the romance scenes, and if then Check out some JDramas or KDramas :3

1. Yaoi (Fujoshi)

Most Female Otaku’s are Fujoshi’s as well Which for those who have no idea what the term means (as i didnt just untill yesterday xD  even though i am one myself) “Fujoshi (腐女子, lit. “rotten girl”) is a pejorative Japanese term for female fans of manga and novels that feature romantic relationships between men. Fujoshi enjoy imagining what it would be like if male characters from manga and anime, and occasionally real-life male performers as well, loved each other” (Totally Copied that from Wikipedia lol) Even if you dont like it, Just try to except it. If you dont mind it, then sit down and watch it once in a while with her or Read one of her books so that when she starts going on about it it you at least understand whats shes saying and can maybe even throw in your own comments?

 

Anyway Those are my Rules when Dating a Female Otaku/ Fujoshi. Ill see if i can do one for How to Date an Otaku Boy too ^^

Hope You enjoyed it 🙂

~Kai

[Fanfic] (Kingdom Hearts) Dont Worry…Be Happy! [Chapter 3]

Don’t Worry…Be Happy

Chapter 3

After explaining to Demyx what happened over the 2 years she spent away Cai sighed and walked back to camp with Demyx. “Demi, I feel to do a skit!” looking down at his younger friend in amusement, Demyx had a feeling of dread wash over him “ What kinda skit?” he asked not sure if he wanted to know the answer or not. “jumping around screaming at both Axel and Vincent the Avril Lavigne’s song Girlfriend hehehe” she said grinning up at her friend.

Raising an eye brow, as if not expect that answer Demyx looked around “As long as we get Zexi in a mini-skirt I’m game!” Getting a fit of giggles Cai calmed down then replied back “hehehe, we have to ask Raigne for the skirt but I’m sure its possible, we gotta drag Raigne in to this and Roxy, I’m sure he feels the need to shout at both Yukio & Axel.” She said grinning, “Cause I sure as hell wanna push that bitch down a well!…although I know I cant do that, but the thought of doing it is fun!” Cai said grinning like a madman.

Grinning also at the prospect of seeing his boyfriend in a mini-skirt, Demyx punched his fist in the air with a ‘Whoop!’ “Okay, I shall grab the CD player, and Zexi, you grab the mini-skirt, CD, Roxy and Raigne! Now lets get to it!” the both grinned and high fived each other laughing and running off to do there set tasks.

After crying so much Roxas walked off to find Zexion to ask if he could use Demyx’s sink in his camper van. He found him sat down talking to the ‘Vincent’ guy Cai was crying over. Walking over to them, Roxas asked Zexion if he could use the sink. Zexion nodded ushering him into to the camper; mind you that was after he took the time to tell him he looked like crap.

Grumbling his thanks and a muttered ‘bastard’ under his breath Roxas walked moved into the van and washed his face. Walking back out he noticed his sister and Demyx walking back from there chat. Although the grin on Cai’s face unnerved him, she was up to something.

Cai Grabbed her brothers arm and pulled him over to the side of the little group, when they were far enough out not to be heard Cai explained the plan to him. “NO! Cai no fucking way! No! Absolutely not! I won’t do it!” Cai looked sad “is it because of the skirt? Cause you don’t have to ware one…” Glaring at his sister Roxas started to shout again “NO! Its NOT because of the fucking skirt! Its because I don’t particularly want to go dancing around my ex about how I hate his ‘girlfriend’! GODDAMN IT CAI! DIDN’T YOU BEING IN THAT SCHOOL TEACH YOU TO LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLES FEELINGS FOR A CHANGE!?” Roxas screamed in anger, then his eyes widening upon realisation on what he just said. Seeing the tears well up in his sister’s eyes and her taking a step back, Roxas made a move to reach for her and apologise “Cai…” “Don’t Roxas… your right. I’m sorry I was inconsiderate of your feelings.” She said quietly looking towards the ground then turning around and running back to camp.

Wincing in guilt at making his sister cry, Roxas walked back to camp, seeing Demyx’s confused look from the crying girl in his arms to his guilty face Roxas decided it would be better for him to go and find Sora and the others.

Spotting his twin with Riku & Kairi, Roxas walked over to them. Sitting down next to Kairi Roxas brought his knees up to his chin and listened to there conversation. “So…what exactly are we gonna do for the next two weeks? I mean, this emo kid next to me isn’t talking to Axel and Axels leech of a boyfriend, and there seems to be something wrong with Cai whenever she see that Vincent guy. And now by the looks of emo boy’s guilty face and Cai’s tear covered one, I’d say they had a fight or something.”  Kairi said rolling her eyes at the glare she received from Roxas every time she called him ‘emo’.

Looking at his twin with a frown on his face, Sora spoke “Roxas… what did you say to Cai to make her cry?” Roxas mumbled something not looking at his brother. Just about hearing what his twin said to him Sora’s eyes widened “WHAT! Of all things you could have said to her Roxas you choose that one! The hell?! That’s it I’m not talking to you until you apologise to her.” Sora said turning to face the other direction from Roxas in a somewhat childish way,  but never the less effective.

Roxas grimaced, Now his own twin wasn’t talking to him? What a great trip this was turning out to be already. Sighing Roxas got up from his seat besides Kairi, and walked over to Zexion, who now had a sleeping Cai in his arms.

Zexion looked up at him “shes tired from today’s events, let her sleep and then talk to her in the later.” Zexion stated leaving no room for argument. Roxas nodded but took a seat besides Zexion looking across at the Raven haired boy staring at his sister. “Vincent was it? Do you mind telling me why it was that my sister ran away from you this afternoon?” Roxas said already knowing the answer but wanted to see if he would give him one too.

Vincent turned his head towards the blond boy, frowning “if she wanted you to know she would have told you, it’s not my story to tell.”  Roxas rolled his eyes, oh this boy was so much like his cousin.

Sighing he looked up at the sky only to have his vision obscured by a Short black haired girl. “Whatcha dooooin?” She said grinning from above him. Turning his head ever slightly towards Zexion “Why oh Why in gods name did you invite her along?” Zexion just shrugged “ For my entertainment I guess?” he said smirking slightly and the partial glare Roxas was giving him. “Cus’ that was cold. I’m not your source of amusement and Roxie you are one Evil Mofo! All I do is come over and ask ya whatcha up to but Nooooooo you have to be cold like your emo twin over there. Heartless bastards….[1]” The Girl said muttering the last bit to herself.

Rolling his eyes at the overly dramatic girl, Patted the girls head “Yuffie, what do you want?” he asked the girl. Yuffie pouted pulling do her hooded short-sleeved jacket. “I came over to see how my little buddy Cai’s doing. But she’s asleep so I can’t ask.” Roxas raised an eyebrow at the girl “you know Cai? She was away in boarding school when we met you how do you know her?”  Roxas asked the girl.

Yuffie sighed and answered “Well, before the month I came down here, I was at Cai’s boarding school, in fact I was her room mate. I was the one to comfort her, when my jerkwad of a brother broke up with her for his tramp of a girlfriend.” Yuffie said glaring at Vincent who Glared just as hard back “Lucrecia is not a tramp!” Vincent growled out. Yuffie’s eye twitched “oh we are not going through this argument again Vinny! Because I’m stating facts and you know it, you just cant deal with the truth now shut up, and sit there and accept it! Cai was the greatest thing to ever happen to you and then just because you ex girlfriend who you were in love with comes back telling you she’s pregnant and doesn’t know what to do you immediately take her back, dumping Cai to the side as if she was nothing! Its not even your child she’s carrying for christ sakes!” Yuffie said loudly in frustration.

Vincent looked away from everyone, especially from the now awake Cai who was staring at him with wide eyes. Cai looked to the side to her brother who’s eye was twitching in irritation as well as Yuffie’s. “Vincent.” Cai spoke up, her tone of voice asking him to turn around and look at her, which he didn’t. so she got up and kneeled in front of him so she could see his face.

“I’m sorry… I didn’t know the reason you too got back together, so I didn’t know what to believe but now that I know I’m sorry for not just shutting up and accepting it. I’m really really sorry! I’ll give you my blessing and get over you.” Cai said honestly, practically knocking everyone off there feet.

“Cai! What the hell are you apologising for you did nothing wrong?!” Yuffie shouted. “She was wrong and she knows it that’s why she’s apologising! She was rude and inconsiderate to other people’s feelings and she forgot the most important detail, that Vincent Loves me! Not her!” Lucrecia Sneered as she entered the area. Yuffie got up, ready to punch the crap out of Lucrecia until Roxas and Zexion grabbed her arms and pulled her back “LEMME GO!! I GONNA KILL THAT BITCH!”  Yuffie screamed flailing about in Roxas and Zexion’s arms, trying to get free.

Vincent looked down at Cai coldly, hiding his emotions from her view. “I’m glad you understand.” He stated, getting up and walking over to Lucrecia and taking her away from the group. Once they were out of there shock Roxas and Yuffie went to run and attack them both. It took all of Zexion’s will power and strength to hold them back from doing so.

Cai smiled a sad smile, then looked over at her friends and brother. “I’m fine don’t worry.” Yuffie looked over at her friend with worried eyes “Cai…” Cai tried to smile as best as she could and shrugged “hey, there’s nothing I can do, he’s with her for a good enough reason, if he’s protecting an innocent unborn child’s life then I can forgive him right?” she said with tears falling slowly down her cheeks.

Roxas looked at the broken girl in front of him, he didn’t know what to do. Cai had always been there for him when he had been depressing over Axel, but now that the table had turned and Cai was the broken one, he had no clue on how to handle the situation.

Cai turned away from the group to find her tent, Roxas thought about stopping her, but he was afraid, what if he stopped her then talked to her but said something wrong or completely out of order like earlier and made her hate him? He thought it would be best to leave it for now.

Leaving Zexion with Yuffie to try to stop her from killing both Lucrecia and her brother, Roxas walked back over to the now larger group of Riku, Sora, Kairi, Axel and his annoying boyfriend Yukio. “Hey Roxas, What the hell happened over there?” Riku asked the blond. Roxas sighed and took a seat next to his twin, “Well…” he started and then he proceeded to tell them what happened.

Once he finished the tale, Yukio sighed “I think she did the right thing.” He said gaining a shocked look from everyone besides Axel, even though Axel did raise an eyebrow as if to question him. “I mean, I’m guessing Cai’s completely against abortion unless it’s a valid reason like the child would have some disability that would make it unhappy for the rest of its life? So she thinks Lucrecia is doing the right thing by having the baby and that Vincent is there supporting her because Lucrecia can’t do it on her own and she respects that decision. If she got in the way she would just upset herself for not being able to give a child 2 parents.” Yukio explained.

Roxas looked over at Yukio with an unreadable expression on his face. After a while he smiled slightly to himself ‘maybe this guy isn’t as bad I as I first thought he would be, which sucks…. Cause now I can’t hate him….’ Roxas thought grimly, his smile falling of his face and being replaced with a grimace.

Looking around at the group with a sigh noticing no one was going to check on Cai, Roxas moved to go check on her, but a hand stopped him from doing so. Following the hand to its owner, Roxas found his twin looking sternly at him “you have someone you need to talk to, though there not in this direction. Talk to him and tell him how you feel. If you don’t then he just gonna keep on bugging you about it so you might as well.” Sora said rolling his eyes.

Roxas frowned “ I don’t wanna talk to him, and if I do then who’s gonna talk to Cai?” Rolling his eyes once again at his brother Sora answered “She does have 2 brothers you know, I’m just as capable of talking to her as you are.” Hearing a snort from behind him Sora turned around to see Riku hiding his snickering behind his hand, Sora glared at him “Stop snickering or I’m not gonna talk to you for the rest of the trip! I’ll leave you to suffer the wrath of Kai, Nami and Raigne alone!” he said with his eye twitching.

Riku immediately stopped snickering and looked panicked. Grinning at his handy work of turning his best friend into a panicked manic Sora turned back to Roxas. “You need to talk to him Roxas…otherwise this trip is so not gonna be as fun as I planned!”  Roxas rolled his eyes, but sighed in acceptance. “fine! Ill go and talk to him, but please go and check on Cai?” Sora nodded and pushed his twin in the direction of Axel.

Smiling to himself Sora grabbed Riku’s arm and dragged him in the direction Cai’s tent. “Come on Riku, Lets go and cheer up Cai.” He said smiling to his best friend, unknowingly to him making Riku blush at the cute smile.

Roxas walked over to Axel and Yukio, Mentally wincing at the fact that Axel had his arm around Yukio whilst Yukio was cuddled into Axels chest.  Coughing to make himself known, Roxas mentally smirked when Axel let go of Yukio. “Roxas…” Axel said wondering why Roxas would actually willingly come to talk to him.

“Axel, I know I’ve been rude to you, when I should have just come and spoken to you instead, and for that I’m sorry, but that doesn’t change the fact that I’m still pissed at you. I mean… you break up with me after 3 years of dating just because I wasn’t ready…I thought you loved me Axel… but then I found out that you had a new boyfriend after about a week of breaking up with me, and that just tore me apart even more…this is why I don’t want you to talk to me, because all ill get are apologises, but sorry’s wont fix a broken heart.” Roxas said sadly. He refused to cry, not anymore, he wouldn’t spill anymore tears for him.

Tbc…

[1] XD oh the irony

[Fanfic] (Kingdom Hearts) Dont Worry…Be Happy! [Chapter 2]

Don’t Worry…Be Happy!

Chapter 2

After spending the rest of the night in his sister’s room, at about 3am Roxas moved back into his own room. He had two days to prepare to the two week camping trip with everyone, and at the moment he didn’t know if he wanted to go or not.

Roxas sighed and walked over to his dresser, changing into his White and black chequered pyjama pants. Then walking back over to his bed he flopped down, climbing under the covers he fell asleep, to try and sleep things off, hoping he could make his mind up in the morning.

The next morning Sora woke up at the break of dawn…as usual and ran into his sister’s room first, Jumping on her bed screaming her name. Sora noticed about 30 minutes later when Cai walked into her bedroom in a towel that she wasn’t in her bed, which evidently made Cai crack up with laughter.

Pouting Sora moved to go and wake up Roxas, until Cai told him not to. “Why? He sleeps way to much as it is!” Sora exclaimed. Putting on a stern face Cai shook her head. Sora Sighed and turned downstairs towards the kitchen.

Looking towards his Dad, who once again was reading the paper, he rolled his eyes. “Dad seriously… don’t you have anything better to do in the mornings?” Kiyoshi glanced up at his son raising an eyebrow. “You think of something for me to do in the mornings and I’ll do it, for now though I think ill continue with my paper.” He said boredly as if he heard it everyday.

Rolling his eyes once more Sora sighed and sat down across from his dad. Sorano entered the kitchen with a plate full of toast in one hand and butter in a bowl in the other. Placing them down on the table, she pulled out a blunt knife for the butter from her apron pockets.

Looking towards her somewhat gloomy son she frowned. “What’s wrong Sora?” she asked him softly. Looking up at his mother, his usual bright blue eyes gone, and replaced with dull blue ones. “Mama, I think I’m the only one excited about this trip, Cai seems a bit depressed, and well Roxas, well Cai told me not to go and wake him up this morning so something must be wrong with him.” Sora put his head in his arms on the table sighing.

Walking over to her child, she lifted his head from his arms and into her chest for a hug. “Sora, You and I both know that both Cai and Roxas, More often Roxas than Cai, have there ‘Emo’…that’s what you kids are calling it today right?” Seeing Sora giggle and nod she continued “Yes they have there ‘emo’ Moments now and again, and we can’t stop that, but you’re the optimist of the three of you, so you’ve got to be there to cheer them up. So if you loose your optimism then I don’t know what I would do, I can’t have 3 ‘emo’ children.” She said giggling, which in turn made Sora giggle too.

Looking up into his mothers bright blue eyes, Sora smiled brightly “Okay then! I shall help them from there gloom and be the optimistic person everyone seems to love me for.” He said grinning.

Smiling at her son she ruffled his already messy hair and pushed him towards the stairs, “go and help them, and tell them to hurry and pack, you have to get going in an hour or so.” She said pointing towards the clock.

Nodding Sora did a military salute to his mum and ran upstairs laughing. Knocking on his sisters door first, he heard a faint come in. Walking in he nearly tripped over the random towel in front of the door. Looking down and the towel he kicked it sticking his tongue out at it.

Looking at her brother with amusement laced in her eyes Cai jumped up over to him and picked up the towel, hanging it up on the back of her door. “What’s up bro?” she asked him.

Looking at his sister Sora grinned seeing that she was wearing the T-shirt he bout her last Christmas, he had it specially made it quoted something she said to him when he told her she about to do something stupid ‘My common sense tells me not to do these things but my mind always has ‘Girls Just Wanna Have Fun’ Playing in the background’ He giggled remembering that day.

Raising an eyebrow at her zoned out brother Cai waved a hand in front of his face, receiving nothing but a blank stare and a giggle she rolled her eyes and whacked him upside the head. “Owchies…! What was that for?” he asked his insane sister.

“You just zoned out on me that’s why I hit you. Anyways what did ya come in here for?” She asked again. His mouth turned into the shape of an ‘o’ “I’m here to tell you mum start packing we need to get going. Riku, Raigne, Axel & Axels new boyfriend are gonna be here soon, were meeting the rest down there.” Sora explained, watching his sister face frown when he mentioned axels new boyfriend.

Coming out of her thoughts about this ‘Yukio’ she looked up at her older brother and smiled “Okies I was just in the middle of packing before I decided that id better have a shower first.” Sora nodded then took on a serious face ” Cai you know if anything’s bothering you…you can tell me right?” Cai turned around from her clothes collecting, and smiled slowly at her brother “yes Sora I know but this ones not my problem to tell…its Roxas. But Sora don’t ask him straight out what’s wrong because you and me both know he won’t spill.” She said seriously. Sora nodded and saluted his sister.

Busting out with laughter Cai tried to salute him back but ended up tumbling on the floor, from tripping over a random pair of socks strewn across her bedroom floor.

Laughing back at his sisters messy room, Sora strolled out of the door over to his twins bedroom door. Without knocking he barged in only to find his brother bent over zipping up his bag. Looking surprised he ran over to his brother and glomped him.

Letting out a girly scream Roxas’s eyes widened then covered his mouth realizing what just came out. Turning back towards Sora he glared. “SORA! DON’T FLIPPIN DO THAT!” he screamed at his brother.

Giggling Sora grinned at the boy below him “you nearly finished with your packing? Riku, Raigne, Axel and that boyfriend of his are gonna be here any minute.” Roxas nodded his eyes not shown as his bangs covered them. Looking at his blond twin Sora sighed “Roxas, you know as well as Cai I’m always here to, if you need someone to depend on.” Roxas nodded at his brother and got out from underneath him and finished packing quickly.

Looking over to Sora who was stood next to the door, he put on a smile and spoke “go and get Cai and get this trip on the road!” he said with fake enthusiasm. Sighing again Sora ignored his brothers tone and just opted to get his sister.

Walking out of the room he walked back over to his little sisters room, where he saw her trying to zip up the overly packed rucksack. Laughing he helped her and the lifted it up to see how heavy it was. “Cai! WHAT THE HELL IS IN HERE!” he asked, sceptical as to why the bag was so heavy.

Cai grinned up at her big brother “Nothing much….anyways let go take out bags downstairs and wait for the rest. And while were waiting you can tell me who the heck is coming on this trip!” she said hopping down the hall way with her bag on her back, and Sora wondering if her back was made of steel.

Seeing Roxas waiting for them in the living room, sat next to his tiny, compared to Cai’s anyways, bag. Roxas’s eyes widened when he saw the size of Cai’s bag. ” CAI! ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME WITH THAT CHUNKY ASS THING!” he yelled in shock. Grinning like a mad man Cai took her bag off her back with little effort and dropped it on the floor with a huge bang, next to her green beanbag chair.

Hearing the bang, both Sorano and Kiyoshi came running in, “What happened?” Sorano said panicked. Roxas rolled his eye at his parents “it was just Cai and her overly packed/sized enormous humungous bag!” Sora said a tad over dramatically.

Sighing in relief Kiyoshi and Sorano walked back into the kitchen. Turning her head away from where her parents were standing over to Sora, Cai asked the question she had been wondering for a while now.

“So Sora who is coming on this little camping trip?” tiling his head to the side slightly as if to say he was thinking Sora punched his fist into the palm of his other hand and then did the finger point for when an idea has come to you “Weeeeeeelll my dear sister, there’s is me, you, Roxas, Riku, Axel, Raigne, this Yukio guy, urm… dem, Zexi, Kai, Nami, 2 of Zexi’s cousins both of who are bringing there girlfriends.” He said.

Nodding Cai and Roxas both jumped when the door bell rang. Roxas Grimaced knowing who it was, Sora moved over to sit next to Roxas, knowing by the look on his face he would want some comfort. Cai plopped down on her bean bag, waiting for there guests to come in.

Raigne was the first to enter, then came in Riku, Axel and the boy they supposed was Yukio, who was possessively holding Axel’s arm. Getting up for her bean bag chair, Cai marched over to Riku first, as she had a bone to pick with him “DOODE! We were supposed to have our father and son talk yesterday and you just left me in the dust! Asshole!” she said whacking him round the head, then advancing on the wide eyed Axel.

Glaring Full force at him she punched him in the stomach and then slapped him round the face., “Axel Hikari….” She started in a very low tone, “you have a lot of explaining to do!” she said in a threateningly low voice.

The suddenly being pushed backwards harshly, Cai glared up at the boy who was previously attached to Axel’s arm, “Lemme guess, Yukio right? Well now I defiantly don’t like you.” Cai said waltzing back over to her bean bag chair and sitting down putting in her headphones and tuning out everyone with her music.

Raigne Ran over to Cai grabbing another bean bag she sat down behind her pulling her into her arms. Axel looked down at the in shame, he knew that he had a lot of explaining to do, after what he told her before she left for boarding school, she must be angry, let alone confused.

Riku and Sora were looking at each wondering what to do, whilst Roxas decided he had had enough silence and spoke up. “Everyone got there things? If so lets get going before were late to meet the others.” He said getting up from the sofa, walking over to Cai and dragging her and Raigne up.

Picking up there bags on the way out they all walked out into the car, and as Roxas previously offered to drive he got in the drivers seat whilst Raigne got in the back with Cai in the middle. The others came out a while later, with Riku and Sora grabbing the far back seats, leaving the spare back seat & front seat to either Axel or Yukio, Axel Knowing it would be better for Yukio’s health if he sat in the front sat in the middle seat whilst turning around to glare at Riku & Sora, who stuck there tongues out at him.

Yukio Whined that the ‘crazy woman’ aka Cai was taking his seat but a near slap round the face from Cai was enough to change his mind, and sit in the front.

With all bags bag and goodbyes to parents said, they set off to the wooded campsite area about 2 hours away. Riku and Sora had fallen asleep with there heads resting on one another. Cai & Raigne were singing along to Peach by Otsuka Ai then pretty much screaming Vicinity of obscenity by system of a down. Axel did have to wonder at that point how the hell Riku and Sora slept through all of that.

Roxas was tuning out the overly talkative and highly obsessive boy next to him, he irritated him to no end and in the end he just decided to turn the music up until he couldn’t hear him anymore.

Axel sighed he knew for no he was safe from both Cai’s and Roxas’s wrath but how long would he be able to avoid it?

2 hours of singing and loud music later, they all arrived at the campsite. Noticing a VW Bright yellow and blue camper van they immediately knew that Demyx & Zexion were there. When Roxas pulled up beside the Camper, he noticed a Dark red convertible. “Guys Kai, & Nami are here as well as Dem Zexi and there extra tag along.” Also noticing Kairi’s Car and Demyx Camper, Cai speedily got out the car searching for the other blond she always sought comfort in.

Noticing the Mullet head trying to help his boyfriend (unsuccessfully might I add) put up there tent, she ran over and tackled him. Zexion saw her coming and held onto the tent so it wouldn’t fall down anymore than it already had.

“Owch! Cai you could be a little more gentle when…what’s wrong?” he asked seeing the sad look on Cai’s face. Looking up at her Blond friend she tried to smiled, “Ill Tell you later now you have to help Zexi fix the tent! Zexi comes first I come later!” Demyx’s eyes burrowed in confusion, 2 Years ago Cai would have said that line the other way around, that she came first and Zexion later, he had to wonder what happened in the boarding school to make her turn this way.

He nodded at the girl and got up to help his boyfriend with the tent, watching her go to sit at the base of a tree. Turning towards his boyfriend he sighed, knowing there was nothing he could do at the moment, he would just have to wait until she told him.

Roxas got out the car once everyone else had, he walked over to an empty unoccupied space to start setting up his tent, when a shadow loomed over him. Placing his bag on the floor he turned around, to see axel with his beautiful emerald eyes staring down at him with a soft look in his eyes.

Turing back around, not really wanting to see the elder boy at the particular moment. Axel fought the urge to sigh “Roxas can you just look at me please? I want to talk to you.” Roxas didn’t even reply, instead he just got up and walked off telling himself that he would build the tent later, at the moment he needed to get away from Axel.

Walking over to his sister on to find her staring wide eyed at someone. Once he got to her side he looked to where she was staring. Standing in front of her was a girl with long brown hair tied up into a high ponytail with a thick yellow ribbon, she had long bangs cascading down her face.

“Cai, what a pleasant surprise.” She said smiling softly, but Roxas could tell that it was a fake smile. He turned to look at his sister and saw that she had her eyes closed and her head down so that he bangs were covering her face. “Why are you here Lucrecia?” she asked the girl slowly.

Smiling all too sweetly to be real, Lucrecia answered “Vin-kuns cousin invited me along when he invited Vin-kun.” Roxas cringed at the nickname, and watched the way his sister tensed at the name. who the hell was this ‘vin-kun’? and why was he making Cai behave this way?

His questions were soon answered when a guy with long raven hair came out of Demyx Camper. “Lucrecia, where are the…Cai?” he completely forgot what he was about to say when he saw the blond in the clearing.

Not even bothering to look up Cai turned around and walked away, Roxas following closely behind, determined to know who that guy was and what he had done to his sister.

Cai finally stopped by the tree where Roxas had parked the car. She sat down at the base of the tree and started silently crying. He walked over to her and brought her to him and hugged her. “What’s his name and can I please kick his ass?” Roxas asked in a lame attempt to make her laugh. It worked though, letting out a small giggle Cai answered her older brother “His names Vincent Valentine and I half want you to beat the shit outta him and half don’t, so ill do with the latter, but you can beat the shit outta that slut Lucrecia.” She muttered bitterly.

Roxas chuckled “got the feeling you didn’t like her.” He said stroking her head gently. “So you talked to Axel yet? Or at least punched him?” Cai asked her brother in a muffled voice as she was still hugging him, trying to change the topic. Roxas Glared at his sister for changing the topic but never the less answered.

“He came over and started to talk to me, but Ignored him and walked off.” Cai frowned into Roxas’s shirt “Aniki, you need to at least let him apologise for being an asshole.” Roxas rolled his eyes “if I do that, then you let that Vincent dude apologise to you.” he pointed out, knowing that Cai was just as stubborn as him and wouldn’t do it.

Scowling at her older brother she shook her head. “No, I don’t want to hear an apology from him….” Roxas shook his head, “That’s a lie Cai. Anyways I do believe that Demyx is running over here like a madman, so brace yourself.” Roxas said spotting the blond mullet boy charging towards them.

Demyx practically grabbed Cai off of Roxas and ran off with her screaming something about his ‘Ochibi’ (1) telling him what was going on now. Roxas chuckled at his friend’s oddness; Cai Raigne and Demyx were the only ones out of the group who could be randomly insane when they wanted.

Walking over to the spot where he placed his bag and tent things, Roxas was mildly shocked to find that the tent was put up already. Figuring that Sora or Riku must have put it up, as there tent was up already, Roxas shrugged and crawled inside the tent to lay out his sleeping bag and things.

Only to find it occupied by one obnoxious red head that would not leave him alone. Hearing someone crawl into the tent Axel lifted his head up, to see Roxas with his eye twitching. “Axel…what are you doing in my tent.” Roxas asked in a voice that said ‘if you don’t get out of my tent in 5 seconds, I’m going to stab you with the pen I have in my pocket.’ Axel winced at the tone, but stood his ground “I put up your tent for you then waited around so I could talk to you, I know you don’t want to talk to me, but I really want to talk to you.” The red head said in a serious tone.

Roxas glared at Axel turning around to leave “Axel, what makes you think I even want to hear you talk?” he started “you hurt me so much Axel! You really think that going out with me for three years, then breaking up with me because I was too scared to sleep with you, then getting a new boyfriend the next week, is going to make me give you the right to talk to you? Why the fuck should I let you.” Roxas bit out his fringe now covering his eyes “leave now.” Roxas said in a low voice. Axel grimaced but left the tent only to turn his head back slightly and whisper “I made a mistake Roxas, and I’m sorry but please at least talk to me, even if it always ends up in an argument, I want to hear your voice talking to me again…” once he finished he walked away from the tent, leaving Roxas to let the held in tears to fall.

Collapsing to the ground Roxas curled up into his on rolled sleeping bag and sobbed silently.

Chapter 2 Fin

(1) – ive suddenly become obbessed with Prince of Tennis, maybe its because Shirota Yu plays Tezuka in the Live action Jdrama movice thing XD but yeh im also obsessed with Shirota Yu and Toma Ikuta…ahem… anyways…

[Fanfic] (Kingdom Hearts) Dont Worry…Be Happy! [Chapter 1]

Chapter 1 –

“HEY ROXAS!!!! GET UR ASS UP WE NEED TO PICK UP CAI FROM THE AIRPORT!!!!” Sora screamed through the door of his twin brothers bedroom.

Groaning Roxas rolled over trying to ignore his brothers incessant shouts to get him out of bed. “go ‘way Sora.” Roxas mumbled into his pillow.

Pouting at the fact that his brother wasn’t listeing to him, he grinned and pulled out his cell from his pocket. Speed dialing a number. “Hey Riku, could you and Raigne(1) come over quickly please. We need to form a plan on how to wake up Roxas today.”

“Sora Its Raigne, Riku’s being a lazy ass too. You think he would have learned his lesson last time when we put worms down his boxers but noooo. Anyways ill wake up Riku then we can wake up Roxas.” The voice on the other end said.

“’Kay but hurry your asses up, we gotta pick up Cai from the airport!” Sora said whining down the phone to his friend.

Giggling was heard then a cheer “Cai’s back?! YAY!!! THANK FUCK FOR THAT!!! Im not gonna be the only crazy one anymore!”

Sora knew that she was dancing around like a lunatic, he didn’t even need to see. “Yeh she is now get ur butts over here and maybe ill take you too.”

Sora hung up the phone before she could say another word. Shaking his head he walked down into the kitchen, seeing his mum cooking up breakfast and getting things out so they were defrosted for lunch. Whilst his dad was sat at the table eating a piece of toast and reading the newspaper.

Looking up from his news paper, Kiyoshi looked up at his son with a raised eyebrow. “I thought you were waking up Roxas?” pouting at his dad, Sora sat down next to him at the table waiting for the doorbell to ring.

“Cant do it, he refuses to wake up, so I called in the help!” Sora said with an evil grin on his face. Sighing and shaking his head, Kiyoshi just went back to reading his newspaper officially not caring what happened this time.

About two minute of staring at his dad to see if he would get freaked out by it the doorbell rang. Sora rushed up and ran to the door. Outside stood Riku and Raigne.

“Sora do you know what she did to me to get me up?!” Laughing at his friends bed hair, whilst secretly finding it cute. “ I can imagine Ri, now we gotta go and get up Rox or were gonna be late to pick up Cai and if were late to pick her up then well be late for meeting everyone for this god forsaken camping trip!” Sora said throwing his arms up in the air stoping up to his brothers room.

Blinking, Riku and Raigne followed him upstairs. Upon reaching Roxas’s bedroom they walked in, only to see sora jumping on top of Roxas slapping him awake.

“SORA GET THE FUCK OFF ME! FOR THAT LAST TIME IM AWAKE!” Roxas screamed at his twin. Laughing her ass off Raigne rolled around on the floor making no attempt to help Roxas. Rolling his eyes at his sister Riku walked over to Sora and lifted him up and back into his arms.

Feeling himself being lifted into strong arms Sora blushed knowing it was Riku. No one but his brother and sister knew that he had a huge crush on his childhood/best friend.

Carying Sora out of the room, Riku turned back to Roxas, “Rox, first off get dressed so we can all get going, second off sorry but you gonna have to deal with Raigne laughing on your floor cause I cant drag her out whilst I’m keeping Sora away from you.” Roxas Srugged at his friend turning around to get some clothes out of his dresser.

Raigne still on the floor had stopped laughing and saw Roxas starting to strip off his Pjamas. Holding back the evil laugh that was about to escape, She took out her Camera Phone and started to take pictures, so she could sell the in school and on the internet, all the while Roxas continued to get changed not knowing that his friend was behind him soon to be rich.

Once Changed Roxas walked downstairs along with Raigne who decided to get up off the floor and follow behind. Sora seeing his brother and Raigne finally come down from his bedroom Jumped up from the sofa bringing Riku with him. “Ok lets get going! I wanna see my sis!” Rolling his eyes Roxas Walked outside to the car taking the keys off the side before Sora decided hes driving. One thing he would like to avoid was Sora’s driving, He’d rather not die today thank you very much.

Getting into the Ford Galaxy…It was there mums, Roxas Didn’t want to ever be seen driving it but to pick up his sister and for this godforsaken camping trip he had to. And to top it all off it was Blue! That dark blue color that everyone has because it doesn’t look dirty. Why couldn’t his mum get it in red…like a certain Pyromanic’s color of hair.

Anyways, Moving on from Roxas’s Daydreams, Sora Got into the backseat pouting. Most likely it was because he didn’t get to drive, so he decided to ignore Roxas for the whole journey and sit with Riku in the back, Whilst Raigne sat with Roxas in the front reviewing the shots she got of him.

Once they got to the airport after a whole ride of Raigne singing along to 30 Seconds to Mars – The Kill, Which she put on repeat for half the ride, Untill Riku Whacked her in the head saying ‘listening to 3 times is fine, 20 time HIGHLY ANNOYING!’ Pouting She took the CD Out from the car and Put in the Mixed CD Cai gave her for her birthday last year. It was a mix of rock, j-pop/j-rock and 2 Taiwanese songs, that Cai and her had both got obsessed over last month.

ASIAN KUNG-FU GENRRATION’s song Compass came on she grinned and started to sing along to it along with Sora who was grinning as well. This was there favourite song from the Houkai Amplifier album besides Haruka Kanata &12, but that pone didn’t count as most people liked it because of it being one of the opening songs to Naruto.

Nodding there heads along to the beats of the rest of the songs and trying there best to air drum and guitar, they soon arrived at the airport.

Raigne Jumping out of the car raced, well more like ran off, to Arrivals, but when everyone else got there she claimed that she was ‘racing them’ which made everyone else role there eyes at her.

Checking to see if his sisters flight had landed yet and they wernt extra early, Sora looked up at the arrivals board. Noticing that her flight had Arived about 10 minutes ago, that should mean that shes coming out with the next rush of people.

Looking out for a certain dirty blond head, Sora finally spotted her. “CAI!!!! OVER HEREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!” Sora and Raigne screamed, getting displeased looks from all the adults in the area, but evidently not caring.

The blond looked up at the scream of her name and grinned, seeing her elder twin brothers, Raigne and Riku she ran over to them and jumped on them dropping her suit case before hand. “God I missed all of you guys!” she exclaimed.

“We missed ya too tart face!” (2) Raigne said to her friend. Laughing at her old nickname Cai walked back over to where she abandoned her suitcase, picked it up and walked back to the guys.

“So wheres the car hmmm? I wanna get back hooooomeeeeee! And punch daddy(3) for agreeing with me to send me to boarding school” she said pouting. Rolling His eyes Roxas took his sisters suitcase from her and walked in the direction of the exit to the car park.

Looking over at the silver haired male of the group. Cai raised an eye brow. Walking over to said boy, Cai poked him in the cheek. She continued to poke him until she saw his eye twitch. Which made her grin, so she jumped on his back.

Riku Stumbled but held himself up wrapping his arms around the girls legs so she wouldn’t fall. “Ri-mu!(4) What’s up? Why you so silent.” she said resting her head on his shoulder.

“Tired…” he said hoping she wouldn’t push for a better explanation. Cai frowned but let it pass relaxing on Riku’s back.” seeing Sora was up in front talking to Raigne, Cai smiled “So how’s things going with Sora? You asked him out yet Ri-mu?”

Nearly tripping over nothing, Riku stared at the floor wide eyed. ‘How the hell did she know?’ “’Cause I’m god” She answered his unspoken question. ‘WTF? Now she’s psychic’ “No I’m not but your facial expressions are just so easy to read Ri-mu!” Cai said giggling at his look of Disbelief. “ Seriously Ri-mu I’m not psychic, I just can read your facial expressions… it’s a thing I’ve learnt to do around both you and Roxy, as you both tend to go emo on me or hide your feelings from me or whatev… the point I’m trying to make here is…uh…was there a point?” Getting confused over her own sentences, Cai shook her head trying to get rid of all the confusing thoughts.

Stopping she was about to start talking again, but she noticed that they were already at the car. Pouting she got off Riku’s back declaring that there talk wasn’t over and she will have her ‘father and son’ talk another time.

Jumping into the back with both Sora and Riku, Cai, Always taking the difficult way to do things, as it was in her nature to do so, got in the side where she wasn’t going to sit and climbed over both Riku and Sora to get to her seat.

After she was seated and strapped in, she stared out the window falling into daydream mode as Sora liked to call it. After about 20 minutes Cai fell asleep, with her head resting on her elder brothers shoulder.

After a little while they arrived home. Waking up Cai was an easy task as she was a light sleeper. All of them walked into the house, dropping her suitcase off on the stairs, Cai ran into the kitchen, knowing her mum and dad would be there. Running in an grinning jumping in between her mum and dads faces, she hugged them both as best as she could.

“Mummy! Daddy! The weird child is home!” she announced to her parents. Chuckling Kiyoshi, smiled at his daughter, “So you are, how was your 2 year trip?” suddenly remembering what she had to do, Cai punch her dad in the arm. “You EVIL EVIL DADDY!!! Why did you have to agree with me to go to a boarding school! Everyone over there was too normal. And most of ‘em way to stuck up there own butts!” she said pouting at her father.

Laughing Softly, Sorano smiled at her daughter. “Don’t worry dear, your back home now and were not sending you off to another boarding school. It was too quiet in the house, even with Sora and Roxas.” She said “Now tell me did you find a nice girlfriend of boyfriend over there?” Blushing Cai turned away, “No…okies enough chit chat, I’m going upstairs to unpack then I need to have my father and son talk with Ri-mu, and then I need to hunt someone down.” She said with a nod.

Riku’s eyes widened hearing that she was going to continue her talk with him. Once he saw that Cai had gone upstairs to put away her stuff. He announced that Raigne and himself had to leave, as there mum wanted them to do a few errands for her, then he dragged a protesting Raigne out of the house and down the street to there own house.

Blinking at his best friends hasty retreat, Sora couldn’t help but wonder what him and Cai were talking about, that would make him want to run away and hide. Shrugging, he’d figured that he would ask Cai a bit later on. Taking a seat down at the table he decided to have a one sided staring contest with his dad, who was still reading the paper.

Roxas being the more ‘helpful’ brother walked upstairs into his sisters bedroom, and walking over to sit on her bed. After she had unfinished packing Cai walked over to her bed and sat down with Roxas. “What’s up Bro? Having Axel troubles?” she asked her older brother, knowing that he needed to talk to her about something.

Sighing and dropping back onto the bed so he was laying down, Roxas stared at the ceiling “Yesterday, I found out that he has a boyfriend. Apparently his names Yukio.” He said sadly.

“And im guessing that this Yukio dude’s coming on this camping trip with us?” Cai asked her brother. Roxas nodded sighing again. “I don’t know what to do Cai. There are times when I think he likes me, other times when I think he doesn’t, and now he has a boyfriend…what am I supposed to think.” She could tell that her brother was close to crying, so moving over on the bed, she lifted up roxas’s head and put it in her lap.

Stroking his blond locks, she sadly smiled down at him, “Roxas you know what you gotta do? You gotta sing! Sing a song, any song. That’s what helps me through the sad times.” She said with a sad smile. “And if you don’t sing I will and you can cry on me, you know I’m always here and always will be.” She said softly.

Knowing her brother wouldn’t sing she started to sing;

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If it seems like I’m shining brightly
It’s probably a reflection of something you already are
I forget about myself sometime
When there’s so many other around
When deep inside you feels darkest
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found

Just keep trying and trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let ‘em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you’re all I can see
And you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
If you try to reach out an touch me
You’ll see I’m not really that far
I may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll see
But as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me
Everything’s just fine with me

Just keep trying and trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let ‘em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner or later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you’re all I can see
And you sure look like a star to me

There is nothing special about me
I am just a lil star
I’ve been running and jumping, but barely
Getting, getting over the bar
I plan on being much more than I, am but that’s in do time
But until then I’m guilty, and being humans my crime
Being human that is my crime
Being human that is my crime

Just keep trying and trying
It’s just a matter of timing
Though the grinding is tiring
Don’t let ‘em stop you from smiling
Just keep trying and trying
Sooner of later you’ll find it
It’s surprising how inspiring
It is to see you shining
Cause in the dark of the night you’re all I can see
And you sure look like a star to me

Listening to his sister sing the song, Roxas cried silently in her lap. Reflecting back of her memories of her boarding school and inciedents that happened there, Cai let a few tears roll down her cheeks. She knew that Roxas was hurting inside, but if he kept it all bottled up then it wouldn’t be good for him or the people around him. She may have been younger than her brothers, but there were certain things that she’s been through that made her older in certain ways, which is why she made a promise to herself, to always be there for her brothers and help them through anything and everything.

Looking down at the blond haired boy in her lap, seeing that he was asleep she smiled sadly, “Its unfortunate that this has happened to you Roxy, but everything will be alright, you just have to wait.” She said to the sleeping boy softly. Closing her eyes and resting her head against the headrest or the bed, Cai fell asleep.

Chapter 1 Fin

(1) – Raigne, is pronounced Rain, but she likes to spell it like that because it makes her feel individual.

(2) – this is what one of my best friends calls me XD I don’t know why, but I kinda stuck ever since the first time she called me it XD

(3) – I don’t know why but im 18 and still call my parents mummy and daddy…. I can’t help it, so I thought that id add that to Cai’s personality too, as im partially basing her off of me.

(4) – Cai’s personality is somewhat of that of a 6 year old, so she uses cutsy nicknames. And Ri-mu is hers for Riku. Cai’s a bit odd as she has mixed personalities, but that’s why everyone loves her.