2013 ~ Another New Year ~

Well as all of you should know (because if you do then really you have issues) we have now entered the year of 2013. I entered the year in style of course~ down the pub slightly drunk with my boyfriend and his friends~ and according to my boyfriend i spent the first few seconds of the new year on the toilet… which i didn’t… technically i spent it walking out of the toilet door >.> xD

As i said… In Style.

Anyways new years resolutions for this year….hmmm… haven’t really thought of any i suppose ill think of a few and list them now.

  1. Loose Weightwell this one is nothing new, i do this through out the year every year… technically i’m not actually that big, just chubby lol,but either way i don’t like my weight, but then again i don’t even eat that much however cant help my addiction to sweets xD 
  2. Save up enough money to try and get to Japan next year. -once again an every year thing, but this time i actually have a job in which i can save up money from.
  3. Finish my course and sign up for Level 3! i will finish it and i will make sure i get a good grade. even if at the moment i’m kinda procrastinating by writing this blog instead of writing my shop report for my course, but that because I’ve been trying to write that thing for a month now and i still don’t fully get what i’m writing…*sighs* i’m hoping we shall have more freedom on our next project in college :/

Well those are my three new years resolutions, nothing i cant push myself to do~ might even have to buy some Alpha Brain so i can focus better on things~ (totally been watching too much Achievement Hunter and Listening way too much to the Rooster Teeth Podcast.. not that this is a bad thing, its my weekly entertainment damn it~! xD)

Anyways i need to get back to doing that dang report. So i shall see you all next post~



So Facebooks being a tard, so im positng the link to the forum i made up for me and a bunch of my college friends, for our fashion course and just genral chat. :)




So yeah, Sort Blog post, will do a proper one another time :)

Still gotta do one introducing AJ, me newest doll :D




Breast Cancer.

Now unlike most of my posts, this one will probably be more serious, just because its about a subject that is serious in itself and close to me too.

Its Breast Cancer Awareness Month and i’ve decided to write my first blog about it, now just to start off with, i myself have never had Breast Cancer, however there have been alot of people close to me who have. My Mother had Breast Cancer when i was 10(?) or somewhere around that age. at the time i was told what was going on, so i knew about the situation, however the severity of it i didn’t understand at the time. As i’ve grown older i’ve come to learn more about it and understand what my 10 year self couldn’t at the time.

My mother now bee free of Breast Cancer for i think 11 Years now? 11 or 12 one of the two any way ( i know its over 10 anyhu as we celebrated that day half as a Christmas party i think lol), She has 1 & 1/2 boobs and  I’m lucky to have her with me.

However i probably didn’t realize how lucky i was until a few year’s ago, My adopted sister Megan, her mother had a battle with breast cancer when she was younger, and got through it, unfortunately it came back and she fought till the end but sadly didn’t make it. Megan was devastated as you can imagine, My younger sister, Taylor, Megan’s close friend, was also deeply affected. My mum tried her best to help them both along, as she knew the situation well, and Megan (and Taylor  are both doing well now because of that help, she even managed to move back into her old house again and feels comfortable there, for which i’m glad because it means she come to an understanding about everything now. Dee will always be loved and remembered by our family for the loving mother and woman she was.

My grandma (Mums Mum) also had an encounter with breast cancer, however unlike my mum who had it when she was reflectively young, Nan had it when she was in her early 60′s, luckily it was caught at the early stages and she is doing fine now, and i understood the situation for what it was more then than i did when my mum was going through the same thing.

Another one of my grandparent, Nanny Barbra (My Step-Mum’s Mum) Also had breast cancer, She had it twice, however when she had it it was way before i came to know her (or possibly i might not have even been born yet, ill ask my step mum the next time i see her) she has about 1/2 a boob on each side, and she lives life to the fullest. (though sometimes I do wish she would sit down and have a rest *sighs*)

Basically the point of this blog today is just to let people think twice about cancer. To let people who have lost loved one’s know that yes its not easy, but with the right support things will get better, To let the people who have cancer know not to give up! Don’t let it beat you! FIGHT! This doesn’t just apply to the people with Breast Cancer, this apply’s to every person who has a kind of cancer or life threatening illness!

Well before I completely burst out into tears (yes i can feel them coming) I would like to mention a couple more things.

This year for Breast Cancer awareness i’m going to try and have a go at making Knitted Breasts. The idea came about whilst i was reading one of my Fanfiction Stories, in it the was a young girl who was being taught how to crochet a Breast, by her teacher so that she could give it to one of the patients of a Cancer hospital that couldn’t afford to buy a prosthetic. and her reasoning was because her mother had passed away from Breast cancer. It was quite a lovely and touching story, that whilst yes was make believe, gave me that spark to continue researching  about these crochet boobs and weather they were real or not. As i cant for the life of me pick up Crochet properly, not sure whether its because of my hands being small or the trickiness of it being one singular needle, but i cant do it, So i looked up Knitted boobs instead, And that is what i’m going to do. I’m going to look around first to see what hospitals in London actually accept the breasts, because i know some accept them, but for helping mothers learn how to breast feed, and whilst that’s a lovely cause and all, that’s not really the point of why i’m going to be making them, so i’m going to make sure that the hospital accepts them for breast cancer patients, or see if any charity’s do.

For Anyone Who actually Likes Inuyasha and wants to read the story, Or is just interested to read the story regardless on weather they know the characters or not here the link :– http://www.dokuga.com/fanfiction/story/6429/1

Anyone who wants to learn more about them there’s a few websites that i looked on just for a bit more information about them and reasons why they are appreciated.: -



Also For Anyone who lives in London, My Mum has a Support Group for people who have had breast cancer or are going through it. I’ve had the pleasure of meeting with them several times and there all a bunch of lovely ladies,who have all gone through breast cancer and survived. They do big events on a yearly bases sometimes even more depending on weather they can get sponsors and such, At the moments they have an event on at the OXO Tower on the 26th of October  I think there still taking bookings, so if you want to go to an event that has yummy food and such and donate money to a good cause then please check out the link below and email my mum for further details.


There Also on Facebook & Twitter

Facebook - http://www.facebook.com/PinkBuddiesUK?fref=ts

Twitter - https://twitter.com/pinkbuddies

Please feel free to also contact the group if you need support and such too, there very nice ladies who are there to help.

Well I think thats it for me this evening, as its 1am and i have college tomorrow lol. But i need to get this out of the way now otherwise i most probably would have never written it *sighs*


Hiiiii~ (As Kirby would say)

Well The title is probably unrealted to the actual blog post but i didnt want another boring title saying ‘Update on life or something like that’ lol. Soooo just thought i’d let anyone who reads my blog know that im not dead, im still hanging around trying to sort out my life to the way i want it, one step at a time :).

So yeah Job went out the window pretty much after i got it. Not my fault however. Company that i worked for seemed to think that because there a new company, that not paying me on the day they told me they were gonna pay me was gonna fly with me…. yeah not gonna happen. Because the people we nice the first time there was an issue with my payment i didnt create such a fuss, i just waited it out patiently. However if you know that its happened once you should never let it happen again. Which unforunatly it did, and this time Kai had to get a little nasty because Kai was pissed that she didnt have her wages and she needed to pay rent to her nan and buy a few things to get ready for college. Yeah well because of that ive stopped working there, it’s for the best though, No one really liked the fact that i was working there anyways. Nan has that whole Jamaican outlook on African people, to which i don’t blame her, as shes been screwed over to many times to have that opinion *shrugs*.


Started College, Tis fun so far! learning a bunch of things that i didnt know which is good, and so far i’m able to keep my mind on my work instead of being distracted during lessons, which was one of my main problems back when i previously attended college…i would like to think that I’ve grown up, but i would also put it down to that fact that i don’t really have nay friends in the class to keep my attention else where, sure i get along with everyone in the class, but i wouldn’t exactly hang out with anyone after college if i didn’t have to *shrugs* though i did make a couple of friends, however there in the Art department, not fashion lol.

For anyone who actually follows this blog for my Dolls, There fine too lol. made them some jumpers for the winter a few weeks before college, though i still keep Miku in shorts xD cant help it if he likes his shorts~

oooo bought Warriors Orochi 3 the other day too. THAT SHIT IS AWESOME!!!!!! I totally got way too addicted to it and trying to complete the story mode 100% that ive had to take a looooong break from it lol though ill prob go back on it soon, just because i feel the vibes calling me again… or that could just be the sexiness of the characters, i swear everyone has suddenly gotten hotter with all the new character designs…. not that im complaining :D to be honest i’m really happy about WO3 because they’ve kept Sun Shang Xiang’s Chakram’s! which dissapered in Dynasty Warriors 6 (seriously as cool as her bow and arrow was, i was not impressed with the weapon change :/). The only problem i have with it is that theres no option to change the language to English. Now i’m always the first one to change characters voices to the original Japanese voices, however with Samurai Warriors and Dynasty Warriors its always been in English, and because they give you missions whilst your in the middle of the game and beating the shit outta people, you have to stop and read what they are with the subtitles :/ obviously it wouldn’t be a problem if i spoke Japanese, but unfortunately for me, i’m only at basic level in my Japanese lessons so i have no clue as to what there saying most of the time and i completely end up missing missions and stuff :( it sucks, i really wish they gave the option for eng dub.

Anyway once i complete the game i might do a proper review on it :)

Okay well i have to hand out a few CV’s tomorrow before college so I need some sleep. Night peeps.


New Things and Stuff

Well Guess what~! I GOTS A JOB! WHOOTS!

And that means~ I can finally get back on the BJD Collecting Sceen xD and Indulge in my other hobbys too! WHOOT! … well i say that but ive got plenty of things i need and want to save for before i start buying BJD’s again.

Im finally going back to collage too! got to finish my enrolement next week, and its for the Fashion course that i wanted ^^ Im really happy! even though its gonna cost me a fortune and a half >.< why you need to pay so much for a fashion course is beyond me :/ really what is it that your paying for? you have to buy your own materials anyway! is it just for the use of the machines? *sighs* oh well… im the one who wants to do it so im gonna pay for it! :)

On another note I finally finished Runaway (My Arashi Fanfic) and im starting work on the sequal too :3 Oh and if you want to read it you can read it in three different places xD Livejournal, AsianFanfics and Archive of Our Own. I did start posting it up here but i really cant be bothered to continue posting it up when its in 3 other places o.o However if i get the urge to do it, it might pop up sometime lol.

I’ve also been in the creative mood recently~! Ive made several different things


Most Proud of my PKコラ Logo and Mog’s Pajama’s :3 and probably Seungs face up too ^^ lol

Yeah Creative few months for me~! Oh and then there was also this

(Image taken by Becca)


(Photo Taken by MUMMY~)

Yeah well Fun times were had :)

well theres not much else to tell… OH WAIT! passed my Japanese courses level 2 & 3 WHOOP! now writing and readings next :D lol

Alright, I gotta go and start continue writing the next chapter to the Runaway Sequal Homecoming

Ja ne~


PockyKai’s Jumble Sale~

Alright, As i mentioned on Twitter, I reeaaaaaly want Arashi’s Beutiful world tour DVD (and maybe [if i sell enough things] get Matsushita Yaya’s new album too…) but i has no money to buy it. therefore, Im starting a Jumble sale of things that are currently just taking up room in my room and i dont want, So get your buying hats on and purchase some stuff thats decent quality at cheep(ish) prices~!


Posting, Packaging and Shipping Note:

I will not be posting anything untill P&P money has come through Via my PayPal, in to my back account, becuase as ive mentioned before I have NO money, litterally all i have is £2 in my piggy bank TwT

P&P prices will depend on what you buy, So ill tell you after youve decided on what you want, sooo much easier that way.

If you wish to buy any of these, please either Comment here, Email me at Pockykai@gmail.com, or Message me over Twitter @PockyKai

Anyway On with the Sale.

DVD’s, CD’s & Games!

Yu Yu Hakusho (Eng Dub) Season 1 [Sprit Detective Saga] & Season 2[Dark Tournament Saga] (Region 1)[ I think... Will check if you want me too...]

£15 (for both)

Mucc – Kyutai Album /Dir en Grey – Urboros Album

£5 (Each)

Miyavi – The begining of Neo Visulism Tour 2007 / Miyavi – Miyaviuta -Dokusou- [Region 2]

CD – £5
DVD – £7

Koda Kumi – Trick[CD+2DVD format][dvd's are region 2] (Please ignore the D CD, Decided not to sell it… lol)


Final Fantasy 12 -Revenant Wings- DS [American Ver] / Phantasy Star 0 – DS [Japanese Ver]

£10 [each] or £15 [if bought together]


Final Fatasy VII -Advent Children- Proulouge  – Artbook/information guide


Front and Whats contained on inside All Different

D.Gray-man : Kuro no Kyoudan Secret File 03 -For Your Eyes Only- [SEALED] x 10 [Random Pictures on Inside]

£15 [All 10]

£1.50 [each]


Samurai Champloo Vols 1&2 [COMPLEATE]

£5 [for both]
£2.50 [each]

Code Geass -Lelouch of the Rebellion- Vols 1-3

£7 [all]

£3 [each]

Peacemaker Kurogane Vol 1/ Negima! Vol 23/ Cowboy Bebop -shooting star- Vol 1

£2.50 [each]

Absolute Boyfriend Vol 1-2 / Tsubasa ~those with wings~ Vol 1

Absolute Boyfriend – £5 [both] or £2.50 [each]

Tsubasa – £4

Hot Gimmick Vols 1-4

£10 [All]

£2.50 [each]

Ark Angels Vols 1-3 [COMPLEATE]

£7.50 [all]

2.50 [Each]


Loveless Vols 1-5

£12.50 [all]

£2.50 [each]

Wild Butterfly / Total Surrender

£4 [each]

Golden Prince & Argent Wing/ Hero Heal Vol 2/ The Colour of Love

£4 [each]

Hot Limit / Little Butteryfly 3 / Candy

£4 [Each]

Weekend Lovers / Gakuen Heaven / How to Capture a Martini

£3 [Each]

And thats It.

If you wish to buy any of these, please either Comment here, Email me at Pockykai@gmail.com, or Message me over Twitter @PockyKai

Thanks for looking and hopefully buying!!! :D

Actually on second though… Dont sue me. you wouldnt get anything anyways, i have nothing to give xD

Stole from Tumblr… and couldnt be bothered to post it up there as its too much effort :/ lol

Bold what you have done/what is true.


  • I have/had piercings besides the ears.
  • I want piercings besides the ears.
  • I tan easily.
  • I wish my hair was a different color.
  • I have/want a tattoo.
  • I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
  • I have/had braces
  • I have more than two piercings. (ill keep this one bold as ive had more than two peircings [lip & ears])


  • Disney movies still make me cry sometimes. (I Cry at all flipping movies, and dramas, and animes, and tv programmes that i havent even seen the beinging to and have only just watched 20 seconds of it… no joke….)
  • I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
  • I’ve glued my hand to something.
  • I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose
  • I’ve had my pants rip in public.
  • I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.


  • I’ve gotten stitches.
  • I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
  • I’ve had my tonsils removed.
  • I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
  • I’ve had chicken pox


  • I’ve been to Florida.
  • I’ve been on a plane.
  • I’ve been to California.
  • I’ve been to Asia.
  • I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
  • I’ve been to Vanuatu or the Mystery Islands.
  • I’ve been to the Caribbean.
  • I’ve been to Europe. (because I live in it~ and ive been to other places in Europe~)


  • I’ve gotten lost in my city.
  • I’ve seen a shooting star.
  • I’ve wished on a shooting star.
  • I’ve seen a meteor shower.
  • I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.
  • I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
  • I’ve slapped someone.
  • I’ve kissed someone underwater.
  • I’ve crashed a car.
  • I’ve been skiing.
  • I’ve been in a musical (does the christmas play at preschool/primary school count? lol)
  • I’ve auditioned for something. (forced to)
  • I’ve been on stage.
  • I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
  • I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.(But i have sat on a roof top)
  • I’ve pranked someone.
  • I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime

  • I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
  • I’ve broken a law.
  • I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
  • I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
  • I’ve snuck out.
  • I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
  • I’ve cheated while playing a game.
  • I’ve been in a fist fight.


  • I’m afraid of dying.
  • I hate funerals.
  • I’ve seen someone/something die. (in real life no… on TV yup)
  • Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.


  • I own over 5 rap CD’s.
  • I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
  • I collected comic books.
  • I own a lot of makeup.
  • I own something from Pac Sun.
  • I own something from The Gap.
  • I own something I got on E-Bay.
  • I own something from Abercrombie.


  • I can sing low key.
  • I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
  • I open up to others easily.
  • I watch the news occasionally or always.
  • I don’t like to kill bugs.
  • I sing in the shower.
  • I’m a morning person.
  • I’m a sports fanatic.
  • I twirl my hair.
  • I care about grammar.
  • I love to spam friends.
  • I’ve copied more than 30 CD’s in a day.
  • I bake well.
  • My favourite colour is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange. (Its Orange… and Green)
  • I would wear pajamas to school.
  • I like Martha Stewart.
  • I laugh at my own jokes.
  • I eat fast food weekly.
  • I’ve not turned something in and still got an A in a certain class.
  • I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
  • I’m really ticklish.
  • I like white chocolate.
  • I bite/used to bite my nails.
  • I’m good at remembering names.
  • I’m good at remembering dates.
  • I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.


  • ..used to ask if I was anorexic/bulimic.
  • ..called me fat.
  • ..have said I’m skinny.
  • ..have said I’m ugly.
  • ..have said I’m pretty. 
  • ..have spread rumors about me.
  • ..force me to eat.
  • ..say I eat too much.
  • ..say I eat too little.
  • I’ve lost weight.
  • I’ve gained weight.
  • I’m at my thinnest.
  • I’m at my biggest.
  • I’ve lost weight and kept it off.
  • I’ve lost weight, but gained it back.
  • My weight affects my mood.
  • I’m vegan/vegetarian.
  • I exercise. (*Coughs* Sometimes I do… its not an every day thing but i do!)


  • I’ve sworn at my parents. (Not at them… infront of them yes… by accident!)
  • I’ve run away from home.
  • I have a sibling less than one year old.(I used too if that counts? lol ive had 4 siblings under the age of 1 at one point in time xD)
  • I want kids in the future.
  • I’ve had kids.
  • I’ve lost a child.


  • I’m engaged.
  • I’m married.
  • I’m single.
  • I’ve gone on a blind date.
  • I have/had a friend with benefits.
  • I miss someone right now.
  • I have a fear of abandonment.
  • I’ve gotten divorced.
  • I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. (how many times over does this apply to me? lol)
  • Someone has/had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
  • I’ve told someone I loved them/someone when I didn’t. 
  • I’ve told someone/myself I didn’t love someone when I did. (well to be honest… still dont know about this one, cause i cant really say ive been in love :/ *shrugs* as I say on most of these meme’s i dont know what love feels like so how am i supposed to know when im in it?)
  • I’ve been kissed in the rain.
  • I’ve hugged a stranger.
  • I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times

  • I regularly drink.
  • I’ve been diagnosed with depression at some point.
  • I have/had anxiety problems.
  • I shut others out when I’m upset.
  • I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset about something personal. (nor do i want anyone to talk to >.>)
  • I have taken/take anti-depressants.
  • I’ve slept an entire day before. (why is this in bad times? this is a good day for me! xD)

Well Fun times were had with this meme. Mighth even post my Arashi meme answers up here too!… then again nobody will apriciate them so maybe not :/

Ah well

Im off to finish watching VS Arashi ~<3





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